| | i try to cover the things i'm ashamed of.
cover the feelings i regret feeling.
cover the actions i regret doing.
and cover the thoughts that i regret thinking.
and i have been a human of flaws
covered in an image i cannot keep
covered as a someone that stands high,
does not fall,
and never breaks promises
and the irony of it is that i'm broken by
the inhumanness of that
and never loved as i am
because no one has been able to see
the real me
that i hide away
in fear
i will try to please everyone
against everything i am
and i lose me
in someones desires
and i dont know where it came from
or why i have felt this way
but i hardly know myself anyway
and i measure myself against
someone im not
and set myself up for
failure
because of who i never was
and maybe i'll start to find me
if i let go of who i set myself up to fail to be
i liked you when i kissed him
yet i kissed him anyway
why?
i dont know
i regretted every moment
yet let it take me away
anyway
and what?
i hate myself for it
i absolutely regret it with every part of me
and in your anger, i found a piece of me
i found the piece of me
that longed for you
crazy? probably
and it broke me
and i found me
and you have a piece of me
be gentle with me
im struggling
to know myself
too
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